I still can't decide on what I am going to do about Herbularius. I really don't think that I am going to have a chance on stitching it this month. It has been a crazy and very stressful one for me. I have felt sick most of this month, constantly feeling nauseous, but that is better than the last two days where I have been dizzy as crap and can't sit up. Usually for me, food can cause all this, but I can't figure out what it is. Also last week my dad, who never goes to the doctor because he is never sick, had a blood clot which they are now trying to dissolve. I am at an all time high with stress now, which for me since I have panic attacks and anxiety anyway, is not good. I have to keep trying to reassure myself that everything will be okay. I keep looking at that Lizzie Kate Boxer Kit that says "I know God won't Give me anything I can't handle, I just wish he didn't trust me so much.". That kit makes me smile every time I see it online. I am going to have to break down and buy it and put it beside my bed.
So with everything I am up in the air with Herbularius. Part of me just wants to work on Chinese Garden, try to go back to working on my Hummingbird which is sitting nicely all covered up on my stand and maybe fit it in with another Chat, like a smaller one, the Lily, or Button Garden. Nope, I don't have any buttons, I will stitch Baby Jessicas, my all time favorite stitch! I am sure that other people put aside some of their Chats for awhile, right?
I really am hoping to catch up with Chinese this month with everything going on. I had wanted to finish the fall scene this week, but I have not picked up a needle since Monday. Hopefully sometime tomorrow things will calm down enough to start stitching again.